people come and go. that's life.

wah shit i just realised i havent posted in a gazillion billion trillion years. ok it's been 18 days. but no difference la. i exaggerated just a little bit. :D a LEEETLE BIT.

ok this is dumb. uhhh had a birthday. damn happy. i'm 18! whoo. seriously. empowerment man. i don't even know if i used that word properly. aiyah, 18 then 18 lor. no big deal one actually. i expected myself to change a lot but i havent! so yay. i'm still the kiddy, immature brat. i havent changed... BUT SO MANY THINGS AROUND ME HAVE CHANGED! i dunno if that's a good thing or bad. but still...

school's been okay. got D E E E E for blocks 1. ok it's bullcrap. but i jumped grades for everything since promos so i guess i'm sorta satisfied. okay i'm not. i wanna do damn friggin well dammit! but i realise i've been damn slack and i nvr go school a lot of days. so i have to catch up a lot!!! ): and i got B for PW! but to be honest, i wasn't as emo as i expected myself to be. SERIOUSLY. nothing i cld have done about it anyway. and plz, PW is so subjective. maybe the OP teacher just didnt like my face HAHAHA.

haha my personal life has been fucktardedly boring. really! but i'm not planning on liking anyone else for a long long time... a 'recent' couple made me realize that loyalty is soooooooo important la. even if we aren't together, i'm not gonna give up. hell no. but it's good cos i've said goodbye to emotional baggage that has been following me since last year. so i guess i'm happy about that :D paper hearts for the win!

FRIENDS! whoo the part i've been looking forward to the most. actually not much has changed lah. my 69 FRIENDS are still the greatest :D hell, they're the only reason i get my semi-conscious ass out of bed everyday to go to school for. i can't imagine what it's gonna be like without them when we graduate! *wells up* ok that's a lie. i guess i'll be more emotional when the graduation actually happens. SO SAD! but there are people from 69 i wanna keep around me for the rest of life! i shan't name names or other people are gonna get jealous (joking la)... but even if we don't meet as often as EVERYDAY, i'll still wanna have them in my life. we'll see how it goes. i have to enjoy 69 life while it lasts i guess :D

BELATED BIRTHDAY WISHES TO:

ng meiting! stupid girl. 18 already still so emotionally... uhh... immature. :D

kevin! dunno what happen to you... *sigh*

yokie chan! hahaha my concert buddy! WHOO. actually i already sent u bday text on your bday liao. so i don't owe u anything HAHA. joking! catch up soon man :D


GROWLS. i wanna go to STJ one! why am i not allowed of the house, you ask? parents la, who else. oh well. T.T RAHHH. it's okay. i'll be seeing them tomorrow. it'll all be okay then :D in the meantime, i shall go and MUG. cos sitting around moping about STJ ain't gonna help. yes. i shall mug. :D

byebye
bran

GO AWAY.

MY MIND'S IN MORE THAN JUST A WHIRL.

listening to True Friend now. OH the irony.

either i've been plunged into a deep pit of depression, or i'm just reacting just how i should.

it's not even right to be resentful about it.

i don't know what i'm feeling.

i don't understand.

my life wasn't meant to be screwed with.

why is this happening?

what the FUCK.

What do i have to do?

What Do I Have To Do

Martina McBride

This is my third town

Gotta let it be the last one

Start a new job Monday

I need a little time out to run

Just when I think it’s over

Startin’ over, you get closer

Letting over

What do I have to do?

Where do I have to go?

To get you out of my mind

Leave you behind

Give me a sign

What do I have to do?

To make me stop loving you?

I even met somebody

Who I thought would be the one to

Turn me down a new road

Far enough to finally lose you

This losing game I’m playing

Smile I’m faking

Road I’m taking

You’ll be waiting

Heart still breaking

Just keep on praying

I want my life back

I wanna move on

Cos I ain’t the first one

To lose someone

What do I have to do?

Where do I have to go?

What do I have to do?

To make me stop loving you.

Will I ever stop loving you?

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HAHA NICE SONG. SHIT. DAMN NICE. ADDICTED.

BYE

BRAN

happy. sad. nonchalant.

hellohello!~

i know i said i'd only be here after blocks but i decided to make this a quick one. something's been really wrong with me lately. maybe it's the stress from blocks. or maybe it's me being ill. ok, i think it's just been so long (5 days) since i've not seen 69. well, at least got the gala dinner to look forward to this sat (;

sian. i'm gonna call dibs on crying during graduation. life w/o them just isn't the same. can imagine what it'd be like ): oh well, no point dragging on about this now.

was just watching a drama overnight last night. i dunno what is it about the plot that just calls out to me so much. maybe it's the stuff i learnt in the show also la. a lot of it may seem like common sense, but we're all moving so fast to realise it.

people come and go, but we rarely stop to think about how they've affected us. and how life'd be different without them. if we did, maybe we'd treasure the people around us NOW more.

on top of that, the concept of love is one that could possibly be the most overrated these days. with love comes responsibility as well. responsibility to yourself and the people around you. u cant just live on love. it's just not possible. people leave. they just do...

oh and unrequited love isn't all that bad. to even have the courage to like someone is already something pretty great. treasure those feelings.

ok this is kinda getting a bit preachy n maybe even a lil' emo. HAHA. i guess i just think too much. i should just live life.

most important thing to me now, though, is to do it without regrets.

back to mugging!
bran

Personality Test!!!

I usually dont buy these things. But this one so accurate!!!

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Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(:

long time no!

hey everyone! sorry so long nv post!!!

very tired cos i've been busy with school... mugging and stuff...

my juniors are very interesting though!

i'm still as close to my classmates!!! <3 <3 (: :)

SORRY VERY STRESS SO I NO STAMINA TO WRITE :(

talk to you all soon kay? (: maybe after blocks ~ or sooner ^.^

fuck the hell out of my life, bitch.

watching you
the white tie affair

She likes it better when you come in early,
She doesn't like it when you stay out late,
You hear the noise outside your window,
She's dangerous make no mistake,

So lock your doors
And take a breath,
Don't fall asleep prepar yourself,
She's not all there (not all there),
She's not all there,
She's right there.

Help me help me somebody save me,
I keep running she keeps on chasing,
Reminds me all the time;
no matter where you go I'll always be watching you,
Help me help me somebody save me,
I keep running she keeps on chasing,
Reminds me all the time;
no matter where you go I'll always be watching you.

This is the first time I let it show,
I should have never got personal,
The mood was set and the lights were on,
What do you think could ever...
I didn't know that she was normal when I caught her eye,
Because she's Mrs. Dr Jekyl and Mrs. Hyde,
And now her heart beats for me,
Blood runs colder,
Heart beats for me,
Blood runs colder.

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just not in the mood
bran

Dance Your Life Away!!!

HELLO. WOW IT'S BEEN DAMN BLOODY LONG SINCE I BLOGGED. SORRY!

my life not interesting lahhhh. really. but now can blog since i have the time... CNY GOT 5 DAYS BREAK. WHOOHOO! :D but i'm damn tireddddd cos i've been piaing for school. ok lah not piaing, but putting in a heck lot more of effort into school stuff. i better see some results in BT1... zzz

everything's back up. i'm waking up early EVERYDAY -.-, gefang practices have started, lessons have been quite 'interesting'... miss mr ong though. HAHA. it's funny that i do. but i do. HAHA.

celebrated xin xi n kng's bday this year. happy. damn fun (: lol, it's a bit weird blogging about this now cos it was like, quite long ago. Anw, i'm planning to get lots and lots of ang bao this CNY! but sad ): cos a lot of my relatives won't be in s'pore for reunion dinner, so it also means less ang bao! but to save myself from sounding like a money-faced cheappooo, i have to say that i really treasure the bonding i have with my extended family, not just my immediate one.

AND OF COURSE MY FAMILY IN SCHOOL aka MY FRIENDS! jb just left for m'sia today. DAMN SAD CAN, means he won't be joining us for 4Q gathering that may happen next wed. have to see first. lol...

OK I SHALL MAKE UP FOR MY MIA WITH A NICE SONG BY A REALLLY NICE SINGER. REALLY. I GOT HOOKED AFTER THE FIRST TIME I LISTENED TO HIM. (but kng thinks his song names are very -.-... pangsai lah)

Dance You Life Away
Jon McLaughlin

The sun sets on a saturday night and the keys are in my hand
Jamie says that she wants to stay in but she just don't
Understand
I worked all week at the restaurant and i just need to cut loose
So if you feel like me get your brand new shoes meet me at 1st avenue
No excuses let the music rock your body right

No more sorrow
We might not be here tomorrow
So just live for the moment and dance your life away

The clock says it's a quarter past 2
But we just don't wanna leave
If we can't dance on the ceiling we'll be dancing in the street
No excuses let the music rock your body right

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ciaos,
bran

P.S HAPPY BULL YEAR EVERYONE. May You All Be Full of Bull :/

belong you me with.

rearrange the words. (:

anyway, about 20 seconds of deliberation and i decided adeline's prob right. HAHA i should update.
uhhh, happy new year ya'll. (: it's been one heck of a year. i wont talk about that... you can go see my previous posts.

i dont have a resolution. why bother when i know it's not going to come true anyway? ok lah, i wanna do something right everyday. EVERY SINGLE DAY. i got to... it's about time i righted some wrongs in my life, no?

okok, that's getting a bit weird. let's just hope for the best this year. uhh, tell ya'll how i spent possibly the most hilarious new year this year ok? it all started when me n jevon decided to take a random bus and get off at a random place. we ended up at toa payoh hdb hub. we roamed around and decided to check out the new hdb flat and its wonders -.- managed to get a few shots from the amazing view off the sky garden. uhhh then we thought there wld be another one at the roof but ended up disappointed. so we walked 40 storeys down HAHA...

had dinner - i frikkin spilt chilli sauce on my white CK shirt (WTF) and had a cow. well, i had chicken rice, but close enough -.- so uhh we headed off to amk hub to meet shiki n her bf. we were planning to go kbox, but the freakin charges were like 38++!!! WTF... but thankfully we hung around there long enough (more like pathetically enough) and they offered to charge us 3 people at 28++... so we were all quite :D about it. except jevon... who ended up singing 1 song HAHA. eh he was good okay... well, better than SHIKI haha. joking. SHIKI ACTUALLY SOUNDED NOT BAD on some A Mei songs... to my surprise (believe me, i almost died...)...

okayyy anyway jevon that twathead insisted we go catch the fireworks at marina there so we cabbed down at like... 11.51pm. WTF right. so we rushed all the way down and managed to catch the fireworks in time!

HAII, if only life were that nice. we not only had to spend new year's in a cab -- we got scammed by some dumbass lameass son-0f-a-bitch cab driver who made us sit in his fucking cab till the meter jumped to about 20 bucks. WTS. but it's ok, we had fun spam calling people wishing them happy new year. although smart ME had to go and wish xin xi happy birthday... -.- TELL ME ABOUT IT. being with jevon must have rubbed off some of his i-won't-say-what on me. HEH HEH.

anyway we finally get there and we walked to this super super crowded place. it was actually all a blur until we got to coffee bean and i got myself a pure chocolate ice blended. we walked in the opposite direction only to realise that there were two starbucks in such close proximity of each other and we got motherfucking SCAMMED. there was no queue at this other starbucks and it was SOOOOO much nearer... -.-

i was stranded with no cab till about 2. END OF STORY. oh wait. jevon joined his other friend when i left. funny i sorta had this be-home-before-10 image of him. sorta ruined now. (:

anyway tired now, talk more tmr. HAHA BYEE

blog dying...

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year

still reeling from the effects of last night, so i'll tell u guys about it another time k? (:

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如果能在一起
梁静茹

夕阳快消失了

像一颗心沉入海底

投入灼热的光影

对话都结束了

胸口的悸动还没停

今天我更喜欢你

好想独占这距离

你的小心 我的呼吸

谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的你的孩子气

和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的我的好心情

心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了

你鼻尖微湿的汗滴

蒸发在我的体温

好想独占这距离

你的小心 我的呼吸

谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起

你的天使会比以前爱美丽

会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景

如果我们能在一起

唱一首歌会比以前有感情

心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的你的孩子气

和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起

我只想此刻的我的好心情

心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及

如果我们能在一起

你的天使会比以前爱美丽

会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景

如果我们能在一起

唱一首歌会比以前有感情

心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

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还真希望我们能在一起 ):

bran